letter for you .

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dear ex boyfriend ; AZMS .

'' i hve been thinking a lot bout how i hurt u & i really-really want to say I'M SORRY . being away from u is hard for me dear . but i guess dat afta time goes by , i won't miss u . i really-really hope coz i would hate to feel like dis forever .

i'm sorry if u think dat i am selfishh . i hope u can see wat is in my heart . but u can't dear . i am sure dat i dun want us to get back together . 1 year we spent together was one of the defining moments in my life . it changed me . i noe i've been cruel to u . i noe dat i've hurt u . i noe it is not right to hurt someone like u but i thought dat since u hve hurt me , i want to hurt u back .

i miss ur smile ,

i miss when u hide ur face on me when u r scared .

i miss when u ask me not to be angry ,

i miss when everyday we webcam ,

i miss it so much when i look at our photo ,

i miss the time when there was me n u .

now i noe u will love someone else . i feel sad dat someone else will receive ur love . i feel sad dat u will be holding someone else's life . but love is grow . u shouldn't juz allow ur heart to feel love juz once . love is meant to be shared . maybe someday i'll be more mature & prepared for wateva comes my way . the memorie will stay in my heart . thank u for sharing ur self with me . n pleaseee forgive me .

maybe when our paths meet again , we would both be ready for wateva it is dat we were really meant to be . maybe friends , lovers , husband ... we'll see , only time will tell " .

your ex girlfriend ,

AFMR ♥